I’m afraid of talking about all the problems that I have identified with myself. Being deceptive to yourself that mostly refers to my own health.
Although my life has been a bit of a rollercoaster, I’m most proud that I have kept my cool in situations that would have been difficult for many. Basically, the ability to be long-tempered when life slaps you in the face. For example when I was young, being constantly bullied at school. Moving from Sweden to Finland at a young age. Culturally it was really difficult, I needed to adapt fast. I was basically living without caring parents. My brother got diagnosed with Parkinson’s. I made bad decisions in work life. I lost my business.
I dream of a life without too many distractions and worries. Without constantly needing to learn new things that you really aint that interested in just because thats what's required.
Watching the news, seeing war, the climate crisis. Social media is a part of my job. Sometimes it feels like a circus for attention-seeking clowns.
I’d love to stay healthy and mentally whole in this chaotic and ever-changing world and market situation.
I have learned that it’s not always you and how you can change things better for yourself since life is not only you; it’s your family, your loved ones, your friends, your work colleagues, your bosses, society, the changing world around you and luck or unfortunate.
You can't control everything but you can control with whom you want to spend time, and in what manner, setting barriers to toxic people and setting limits for yourself.
Don’t run life through, it will be a short sprint. Time is precious, the most priced asset I can give others. I’d like to not dedicate my time to stupid things.
I believe I would not consider myself any different without a job, since I believe I’m by nature a creative, life-long learner and entrepreneur, constantly developing something new.